I guess its rambling

If had decided to give all of this up an go home what would you say. I know haven't given much info but do I stay here and fight it out and let my family suffer. I know we all have struggles, I know that this life wasn't meant to be easy. Trials are a part of my life and i am grateful for them. But what does one do when the ones he loves struggle. Sacrifice is one of the principles of the gospel, how much do we sacrifice? I am just rambling i guess getting thoughts and stresses off my mind. I don't know how much longer i have to do it this way. Sure i am young, but there is so much that you don't know about me. And i know that others have it harder than i do. Well what can i do. Continue forward is all i can do right now. i don't even know if any one will ever read any of these. If we never meet again or if we lose contact over the years, know that i am grateful to have known you and thanks for the light you have shown me. No this isn't my last entry but we never know what tomorrow will bring.